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Why is this happening to me?

Today I woke up sitting on a park bench in a place I've never been before. There was a police officer nearby so I talked to him and told him I didn't know where I was or how I got there. I told him my phone number and he called my Mom. She had been very worried about me. I don't know what happened and she doesn't believe me. I have apparantly been gone for over a week. She said she is going to keep an eye on me because she doesn'twant this to happen again. She is also going to take me to the regular doctor. This cough just won't go away.

I dont know where I went....

I woke up this afternoon in my bed like I would anyother morning. When I walk downstairs for breakfast my Mom starts crying and running up to me and hugging me and telling me how worried she has been. According to her I haven't been home since the 27th. It doesn't make anysense at all. The last thing I remember is going to bed last night but it wasn't last night it was Thursday night. Mom was upset when I told her I didn't remember leaving and that I had no clue what was going on. She called the police and told them that she had found me and then she called the special doctor. I came upstairs to post this because it is just too weird. Where is all this time going? I didn't even realize it was gone! Oh! I also asked Mom if Drake had called and she said no. I hope he is okay I hope the tall man didn't get him. Mom is calling me now I wonder what she wants. She is probably goign to take me back to the special doctor....I don't want to go back it doesn't help all it's done is make things worse.

Everything is getting worse

I haven't heard from Drake in days. I tried to call but no one picked up I hope heis alright. The medicine the doctor put me on makes me feel sick all the time and my coughing hasnt gotten any better. Mom said I can't have the special medicine and cough medicine at the same time or it will make me sicker. I just want to feel better. I tried to stop taking the special medicine by hiding it but mom easily figured it out. I don't like how they make me feel but shedoesn't lissten! No one listens to what I want! Anyways other than making me sick the pills aren't helping. I still see him.....I also saw that boy again. The one with the funny mask. He was at school. I was going to the bathroom and he was just standing at the end of the hallway. I know I shouldn't have but I ran towards him. But he ran away. I tried to follow him but he was too fast. I started coughing and had to stop running. He doesn't look like he's in pain.....he's lucky.

Mom is upset

Mom called this morning freaking out becase I wasn't home. I told her what happened and she isn't very happy. I think she is coming to get me and wants to take me to that special doctor again. She said that the pills should have been helping. I don't know what's going on or wha tto do anymore. I was glad that I didn't wake up somewhere else today I just hope that it never happens again.

I don't know how I got here

Drake is letting me use his computer to post. He said it is important to keep track of things like this. He seems really woried about me. I just sort of showed up at his doorstep. Raz was the one to find me when he came over. The weird thing is I don't remember coming over here or how I even got here. The last thing i remember is falling asleep in my bed. Drake said that wasn't a good thing. What's even weirder is that their was this weird doll in my hand. It is completely white with no face and has very long limbs. It reminds me of him. I wonder what it means. Drake is also worried about my coughing it still hasn't let up and it seems to be getting worse. other than that everything is fine. I think I'll have to call mom so that she won't worry. Also Raz is kind of wierd. He changes from being calm to being happy. It is such a fast change that it can get confusing. Other than that he seems nice. I wonder how long he will stay and if I will get to meet him again. Anyway I think I'm going to go to bed soon I just hope that I dont end up somewhere else the next time I wake up.