Thursday, February 10, 2011


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Why is this happening to me?

Today I woke up sitting on a park bench in a place I've never been before. There was a police officer nearby so I talked to him and told him I didn't know where I was or how I got there. I told him my phone number and he called my Mom. She had been very worried about me. I don't know what happened and she doesn't believe me. I have apparantly been gone for over a week. She said she is going to keep an eye on me because she doesn'twant this to happen again. She is also going to take me to the regular doctor. This cough just won't go away.

Sunday, January 30, 2011

I dont know where I went....

I woke up this afternoon in my bed like I would anyother morning. When I walk downstairs for breakfast my Mom starts crying and running up to me and hugging me and telling me how worried she has been. According to her I haven't been home since the 27th. It doesn't make anysense at all. The last thing I remember is going to bed last night but it wasn't last night it was Thursday night. Mom was upset when I told her I didn't remember leaving and that I had no clue what was going on. She called the police and told them that she had found me and then she called the special doctor. I came upstairs to post this because it is just too weird. Where is all this time going? I didn't even realize it was gone! Oh! I also asked Mom if Drake had called and she said no. I hope he is okay I hope the tall man didn't get him. Mom is calling me now I wonder what she wants. She is probably goign to take me back to the special doctor....I don't want to go back it doesn't help all it's done is make things worse.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Everything is getting worse

I haven't heard from Drake in days. I tried to call but no one picked up I hope heis alright. The medicine the doctor put me on makes me feel sick all the time and my coughing hasnt gotten any better. Mom said I can't have the special medicine and cough medicine at the same time or it will make me sicker. I just want to feel better. I tried to stop taking the special medicine by hiding it but mom easily figured it out. I don't like how they make me feel but shedoesn't lissten! No one listens to what I want! Anyways other than making me sick the pills aren't helping. I still see him.....I also saw that boy again. The one with the funny mask. He was at school. I was going to the bathroom and he was just standing at the end of the hallway. I know I shouldn't have but I ran towards him. But he ran away. I tried to follow him but he was too fast. I started coughing and had to stop running. He doesn't look like he's in pain.....he's lucky.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Mom is upset

Mom called this morning freaking out becase I wasn't home. I told her what happened and she isn't very happy. I think she is coming to get me and wants to take me to that special doctor again. She said that the pills should have been helping. I don't know what's going on or wha tto do anymore. I was glad that I didn't wake up somewhere else today I just hope that it never happens again.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

I don't know how I got here

Drake is letting me use his computer to post. He said it is important to keep track of things like this. He seems really woried about me. I just sort of showed up at his doorstep. Raz was the one to find me when he came over. The weird thing is I don't remember coming over here or how I even got here. The last thing i remember is falling asleep in my bed. Drake said that wasn't a good thing. What's even weirder is that their was this weird doll in my hand. It is completely white with no face and has very long limbs. It reminds me of him. I wonder what it means. Drake is also worried about my coughing it still hasn't let up and it seems to be getting worse. other than that everything is fine. I think I'll have to call mom so that she won't worry. Also Raz is kind of wierd. He changes from being calm to being happy. It is such a fast change that it can get confusing. Other than that he seems nice. I wonder how long he will stay and if I will get to meet him again. Anyway I think I'm going to go to bed soon I just hope that I dont end up somewhere else the next time I wake up.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

He was in the Mirror

I woke up having to go to the bathroom. Walking down the hall I went about my business. When I was washing my hands I looked up and he was there! That man! He was in the mirror! I saw his reflection! When I turned around he wasn't there! I don't know what's going on anymore. I wish Drake were here. I screamed when I saw his reflection and mom came runing. She said that we aregoing to the special doctor as soon as possible. She wants to see if she can give me some medication or something. Mom thinks that I'm going crazy. I wonder if I am going crazy......

Monday, January 10, 2011


School started today so I had to go back to Moms. Nothing interesting happened. I got to see some of my friends and we goofed off most of the day. You never really learn anything on the first day back to school.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

I think I'm getting sick

I've started coughing since last night. It isn't too bad, but I don't want it to get worse. It's probably just that stuff everyone seems to get sick with this time of year. I think I'm going to see if Drake will let Mom take me to the doctor. I don't want to get really sick school is about to start back up.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

A Stick

Drake found some stick and showed it to me. It doesn't seem like much just something random. I mean it's just a stick I don't understand why he is so worked up about it. I'm starting to worry more and more about him. He says he sees writting etched into it, but I don't see any. All I see is a stick maybe all of this is finally getting to him. Maybe I'm making him go crazy too.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Drake please don't read this

I really hope he won't read this. I have a feeling the protection spells and other things he have done aren't working. Today I was playing with my necklace and when I looked down the rose  had turned black and shrivled. It was red and beautiful yesterday, but today it was ugly. I immediately took it off. I wonder if he had anything to do with this. I don't want to tell Drake because it will only make him worry more. I'm already afraid as it is I don't need him freaking out and making it worse. I'm too afraid to look out the windows. I feel like if I look outside he will be there again.....

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Busy day

Drake has been walking around the house most of the day he's been doing spell after spell. He says that he is trying to protect me by protecting the house. It's weird like he's possessed or something. I told him he should rest after doing so many but he just does them over and over again. He's been so busy he hasn't been able to do his blog today or even hardly eat. I hope he calms down soon. I haven't seen the tall man since yesterday so I don't see why he si so worried I think he just needs to calm down. It isn't like he has done anything except watch me.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

I can't sleep he was there

Outside my window. I saw him. He was there. He was behind the neighbors tree. I saw him looking from behind it. I could feel him. He was there watching. I also saw his face. He was watching me with that blank face! There was nothing there! How is he alive how does he breath how is it possible? I feel like I may really be crazy there can't really be people like that! You have to be able to breath and see and hear and eat! It's just wrong I'm wrong my head is wrong why can't I be fixed?

Goodbye Christmas

It's always depressing taking down the Christmas decorations and tree. I wish it could be Christmas everyday. We have been de-christmasing the house all day. The only thing left is the tree and it's just so sad to see it come down.

Happy New Year!

I tried to stay up with my parents to watch the ball drop, but I fell asleep sometime before then. My Mom tried to wake me up but apparently I was completely out. I'm sad that I didn't get to see the ball drop.